10.09.2009

How to Buy Things

Or, better put, how to put value on the things you buy. If you're like most stupid people, you buy things without any real idea of their value to you. You probably haven't sat down with a grocery list and written how much each item is worth to you. If you have or if you do, what you will probably be writing is an expectation of how much it will cost or the maximum you are willing to pay. While these technically are valuations, they're valued against a displaced concept of labor.
Try this method instead:

Put the item in front of you if you're at a store, it's online, or just write down what it is and look at it. If it's not visible to you, picture it in your head. Now ask yourself: how many hours are you willing to work right at that moment, at your normal pay, in order to acquire the item? Assuming you had no money, but you could go at your job right there and immediately get paid thereafter, would you be willing to put that time in at that moment in order to buy the thing in question?

If the item is less than an hour of work's pay, figure out how many you'd have to buy to equal one hour's pay and do the same experiment. Then just take the item value relative to that amount (1 /20th if 20 items equals 1 hour pay) and gauge your evaluation against that scale.

Is it still worth it? Probably not.

Of course, you can look at money in hand as hours worked in the past, and for many, this lessens the need for valuation. Don't make that mistake - your time is just as valuable today as it was yesterday (accepting that you haven't joined a political party or suffered a head injury).

10.02.2009

Alcohol

It's been awhile (as expected) since my last post. I've decided that, barring any posting while inebriated, I'll lay off philosophy and epistemology. It's not so much that I'm not interested in it as much as no potential reader would be. That, and I'm sure those who could follow it and argue it would find my mental structure somewhat of an abomination.

Given that, it's time to turn to lighter affairs. I invoke thee, booze.

I'm not that fond of alcohol. It has a taste I easily detect and can usually find amongst anything. Of the harder alcohols, I prefer vodka and Everclear (the 190+ proof variety). They tend to have a very clean, sterile taste. I can't stand most beer or wine, and not for the bitterness, either (see, I have a love of coffee).

Today I have before me (this is while I'm working, so it should tell you something of my personality) a Riedal "Happy O" tumbler about a fifth full of beautiful, golden ice wine and a bottle of "Woodchuck Draft Pear Cider." The ice wine is Canadian, so between that and the Vermont beer I'm getting a wonderful taste of the mentally damaged portion of the globe. The cider is odd since I expected something of a flavored beer taste akin to Smirnoff's alcoholic 7-Ups. But, no... this bottle has an extremely strange flavor. It's not so much a flavor as a lack of one - a certain purity that lightly touches your taste buds and takes away sensation rather than delivering it. The flavor is therefore whatever isn't numbed out and tastes somewhat of pear.

S'pretty good, but I'll take a Coke any day.

The ice wine... ahh. There is no comparison. It tastes like the word "golden" sounds - like a sunset.

That's right. I said something tastes like a sunset. Fuck you.

Incidentally, the worst beers are made by Rogue. This was confirmed with a taste of their Dead Guy's Ale or whatever the hell they called it. I'd never actually spit something out without it exhibiting independent movement in my mouth before that beer. Ugh.

8.18.2009

Epistemology and Hallucinogens

Not surprisingly, I disappeared after that first post. That tends to be the general approach to blogs - it's like starting a diet on a New Year's resolution (I've never actually made one, but I can understand the premise), or, as one comedian put it, "trying to burn off sixteen years of beer and pizza in one day of exercise" (paraphrasing). There's a lot of enthusiasm that first day, but damned if day two isn't a bit of a test to dedication. My own experience suggests day fifteen is the clencher - if you can manage that one, it's a habit.

Today we're covering epistemology - that branch of philosophy that deals with the very premise of how we understand things. I should probably start out by saying that I don't have a formal education in philosophy, nor am I well-read in the subject - for the most part, I find that it's composed of a lot of bullshit and that, as a field of study, isn't approachable for anything but understanding what other people have thought. Philosophy is applied history, and this makes sense. As a study or as a field, you'd expect some sort of consensus of any form of absolution had been discovered. That's exactly what I want to address, though - absolution.

Absolution isn't certainty - absolution is fact. To state that you know something as a fact means you can prove that fact just as cleanly, methodically, and soundly as you can a mathematical theorem (starting with something that requires no real axioms, such as set theory). To be fair, you cannot do this with any field except mathematics except in terms of applications of a particular implementation. That is, there are facts in regards to constrained or designed systems - it's a fact that brackets are used to designate context within Java, but this is because we have designed that fact with respect to Java. "Java" is not a concept, Java is an invention. The distinction is important, but I'm not terribly fond of arguing semantics (just making my usage of these words clear), so let's continue.

If absolution is fact, then absolution is Truth (with the capital T and all). I want to stress this as a premise in exactly the same way a Christian attempts to defend his beliefs. Absolution is how things *really* operate, how they *really* work, how, at the heart of all things, things really, actually are.

Now, I've discussed previously how science is a process and an application of logic. Logic is mathematically absolute in premise and applied to a particular concept it does have certain rules and methodologies that are entirely provable and sound. You cannot refute logic - let's make this clear. But logic is always applied to a particular context or domain, ergo, most arguments involve a great deal of exchange of evidence or knowledge rather than refutation of the argument itself. Two competent people with opposing views can both be absolutely correct and accurate in their logic with no mathematical flaws. The disagreement is one of knowledge and scope (in some cases, as petty as in definitions) . A Liberal and a Conservative arguing bring in evidence and examples in order to modify the knowledge available to the logical application. There's generally an emotional bias in order to reject knowledge that would require a change in the scope or application of logic, but the logic is sound. This is why if two people set out in exact terms what they accept as sufficient evidence and both are logically accurate that they will generally come out with a shared view. The argument is a process and, children, critical thinking is hard.

Aarguments are fundamentally scientific, which is somewhat interesting. They follow the same rules and the conclusions are absolute provided the given knowledge or observations are accepted. There's quite a bit of muddling in terms of definition and language, and most arguments don't resolve simply because it's extremely difficult to accurately convey information and arguments, but it absolutely can be done. Given a context of knowledge, there is truth and it is absolute, but only within the constraints of that knowledge. This is why principles are important. They represent philosophical axioms. This is also why they can change without need for argument, evidence, or reason - and that should alert you to one of their issues. Two opposing axioms cannot be reconciled or argued (it's the nature of an axiom), so the proponents of either must entirely reject the premise of the other for no rational reason.

I know that last statement is going to piss off a certain type of person. But let's make this clear - this is no absolution in an axiom other than in itself. You accept it because. If could give reason, logic, or mathematic rationale for it, it wouldn't be an axiom. This is why understanding a system of subjective values is important. If your principles are based in your values then there need not be any contradiction and all things you hold can be logically and absolutely derived without deviation - but your values can change, and you need to accept them as "non-truths." Their your values, not the values of the universe or reality. You can certainly postulate a set of values and principles which is optimal with respect to a particular result, but unless you can prove there's some absolution toward it as fact (and good luck finding that molecule of Justice) then it's just a thought exercise with respect to a particular, intended goal.

Values are subjective, then. This is fine. You can derive everything down to manners from that and concepts such as enlightened self-interest. But the underlying values are going to vary, and the actual results of that might not be that different, but there will be differences. So we wander back into the realm of absolutism, because I state that there is no absolute set of values - no correct values (again, the word "value" itself should make this evident).

Now, all of the above dealt with domains of knowledge with respect to arguments or views. I'd like to wander into the domain of knowledge itself and in understanding. Science, being a process, cannot and is not necessarily intended to arrive at absolution - science produces models that reflect and change according to observation. This is, at least, true in terms of science in concept. In practice, scientists take the first semi-working model and run hog wild with it (I'm thinking of chemistry when I write this). Because science produces models and describes all things under the premise of "theory," science does not expect absolution. The goal is for the facts, but the approach is through approximations and tests - hence the reason science rejects God but does not disprove him.

In lieu of that, I pose a rhetorical question - suppose you found a model or theory that worked for all tests with absolute perfection. No exceptions, no expansions needed to the theory. More than likely, the theory would be very simple with wide ramifications (given the stated characteristic that it needs no expansions or exceptions, which largely compromise the depth of complex theories [to explain the odd cases that don't line up and attempt to rationalize why]). To the hypothetical extreme, suppose this theory provided, overnight, the equivalent of a millenia of technological advancement. Such a theory would undeniably be great.

And so enters absolution (if anyone is thinking, at this point, to never start a sentence with a conjunction, I remind you of two things: 1) language evolves, and 2) fuck you). Provided you encountered such a theory or model, and even if you could discard the scientific process and its implicit non-absolution, could you know that it was fact? Could you know that such a model was how things truly operated, how they truly existed? I postulate that you could not - not to the same extent for which you can for mathematics. Mathematicians are somewhat unique in that, despite all of the rules they've laid out for their systems, they still call something a theory despite being able to prove within the constraints of their system that it cannot be disproven in the future (though I wonder if the issue there is the same I describe for realms outside of mathematic derivation).

I postulate this out of pragmatism (I have never seen an argument that could be bundled with any sort of evidence for which no person could argue against) and out of tenacious absolution in and of itself. God is not going to descend from the clouds and tell you that you're right. You can always be certain within the domain of an application or in established information, but I'm talking the universe itself - down to fundamental forces and the way things are. Dimensionality is probably the best example here, particularly with respect to time.

Now, to a true scientist, to a true practitioner of the scientific method (this is not the "No True Scottsman" fallacy - science has a defined, known process which either is or is not followed in its entirety), this shouldn't present a problem. The search is for the best model or theory, and there may be an expectation of eventually finding absolute truth, but there's no guarantee of confirmation (lest you'd see the word "theory" quite a bit less). Know that I do not argue semantics when I state that, if a scientist postulates a theory is fact, that scientist advocates belief, faith, and religion. These are not interchangeable precepts. We call evolution a theory because it is that; we do not expect it to be disproven and the evidence is pretty damned airtight, but we still allow that it can be disproven. Theories are (dis)provable - this should, of itself, indicate a lack of expected absolution.

To me, however, this is a problem. I am not interested in models and I am not interested in "the best explanation we've got" - I want fact, truth. I want absolution and I do not want it through faith. However, given the inherent contradiction of the search for absolution (the methodologies) and absolution itself, you cannot achieve this without faith.

Ergo, you cannot know absolution. I do not postulate a lack of absolution, however - I find the idea absurd. There's a demonstrable consistency which more than suggests absolution.

Thus, we get into sophomoric arguments of perception. Ah, yes, the crux of postmodernist bullshit. The idea that you can't know something because there is nothing to know. Or, at the very least, that your methods aren't contradictory in terms of discovery, that they're simply flawed. The absurd idea that your senses and rationality are flawed (curious to see someone trying to reason away reason). Know this: there are only contradictions in knowledge or conclusions. Generally, I don't bother with such arguments - I can do away with your proposition that you don't exist or that you exist subjectively by breaking your nose and asking you to deny it.

I do bother with them in terms of invention, however. I cannot, for the life of me, imagine a new color. I can't imagine a new accent (or one that I haven't encountered before). Maybe both are cases of limited imagination, maybe they're just examples of simple absolution. If color is simply a perception (and attach to that all postmodernist implications of the word), then you certainly should be able to perceive new ones. To suggest that you cannot would sure as hell imply that there's an absolute range of available ones. It's an interesting demonstration of what a concept really is: they really do have to reflect reality, though perhaps not to such a literal extent as to argue that the imagined monsters under your bed are not a "concept" (it exists in the range of possibility, maybe even probability, but not in actuality).

I don't hinge a lot of philosophical ideology on the color issue, but it's of considerable interest to me. Enter synaesthesia - the perception of senses across different receptors than those arranged for the purpose. Hearing colors, seeing sounds, seeing tastes. I can understand the idea loosely - smell and test are pretty strongly tied together. I can relate color as a range as I can sound to a range, so I could see that, rather arbitrarily, you could group them together and perceive them as one. I'm sure you could classify tastes much the same way. I can understand the idea. I can't imagine actually experiencing it.

But it brings to mind hallucinogens. In particular, it brings to mind psilocybin, the active compound in many hallucinogenic mushrooms (psilocybes, such as the ever-popular cubensis). From what I read, synaesthesia is a fairly common experience on these drugs, as well as the ego-breaking, time-breaking dissolutions provided by the fabled "heroic" dosage. The latter I generally dismiss - people who tend to believe the things they hallucinate tend to have been pretty damned stupid to start with. I am, nonetheless, curious. If such a hallucinogen can cause me to cross senses, can it allow me to perceive new senses altogether, or, in particular, imagine or "experience" components of those senses I cannot otherwise experience?

In short, can a mushroom grown in a pile of shit make me a new color?

I honestly don't know the answer, and given the subjectivity of the question, I reject the forays and attempts of others. In essence: "Dude, I totally saw a new color while tripping!" "Ok, what did it look like?" "Uhh... blue?"

I find colors to be an interesting application to explore the idea of absolution. They are testable entirely because they are often-used examples of perception (with that connotation that your brain is wired to only sense a few, rather than there being an absolute range). Because of all of this, I decided awhile ago that I would, in fact, try mushrooms.

The results of that are still pending, because I'm still waiting for the damned things to grow.

8.06.2009

Introductions Suck

This blog is not going to be particularly well-written. I won't be running any reasonable amount of spellchecking nor will I be bothered to read over anything I put here for grammatical accuracy. My prose is generally convoluted and my thought process ranges from abstract to fuzzy.

I have no idea what I'll be writing about.

The Blogs I have listed on the right-hand side of this page (amusingly, by the time someone reads this, that toolbar will probably be long gone) are my daily reads. I don't necessarily agree with their viewpoints but, at the bare minimum, they provide me with my daily shits and giggles.

Now, given all of that, I'm going to make an attempt to describe what I see as the most likely path I'll be taking in writing. First and foremost, my political and economic views. If you want a label, go with "economic conservative" and "social liberal." Libertarian might be close, but, in tradition of anyone whining about being labeled, I will state that most libertarians are only thus because they don't like the two major parties in the United States. I'd claim objectivism, but that's just going to lead to some dumbass trying to point to Rand to make an argument. I believe in rationality and reason above all else, but with a fundamental, epistomological ideal that is in conflict with most who wave the flag of rationality. So let's try and explain that one, hm?

First, I believe (yes, believe) that logic is a system of reasoning. It is not the only method of reaching a conclusion, but it is, thus far, the only one with a solid track record and which produces informations and conclusions that are, for all methods of sane observation, correct or at least testable. Logic is not in opposition to any other form of reasoning or decision-making, nor is it some kind of parallel to emotion. Logic must be learned - it has rules and principles. Logic is, above all else, mathematically sound. Given all of this, I embrace logic and its associated rationality not out of pragmatism but out of principle. Logic allows for a philosophically consistent viewpoint, as well as an accurate way of conveying and arguing information. It has no parallel in history.

Science is a pragmatic application of logic and reasoning within the constraints of a certain methodology. Because science relies on mathematically sound logistics and because its admitted pragmatic nature focuses very heavily on testing and testability, science has thus far proven to be the only consistent means of discovery.

If you dismiss either science, logic, reason, or the fruits thereof in argument, I will dismiss you. You cannot logically argue against the tenets of logic - this is not only contradictory, but is laughably stupid.

Given that, understand that science is a process, and one that only idiots regularly declare as complete. Thus we refer to fundamental concepts as theories - understand that we do this in mathematics, as well. Beyond the basic axioms of mathematic processes, theories that we have reliably proven within the constraints of mathematic modeling are still called theories. This is not philosophical uncertainty. That is, we do not refer to things as theories because we are unsure of them or we think it likely someone will disprove them later - we do this because, above all else, science maintains that it must be testable.

I therefore reject God and spirituality. I do this out of principle (neither fit science, logic, or basic reason) and out of pragmatism (I have not seen, heard, or been presented otherwise with evidence for either, nor has anyone conceivably demonstrated what the functional difference such ideas would have is). I do not reject argument in favor of either of these, however. I am not an atheist with a capital A - I find, for the most part, that most atheists have a certain religious fervor and economic / political views which are unsustainable.

Continuing on that note, if you do choose to argue in favor of religion, note that it is in your realm of responsibility to make points. I need not assert the nonexistence of something, for the same reason I need not assert the nonexistence of unicorns on the moon. If you cannot accept this, you are dismissed.

Having stated that, let me make something evident: I am not anti-religious. I tend to find that my political and economic views are better grounded with the religious base than with the non-religious.

In terms of basic epistemology, I maintain that logic is a learned, practiced process. Ergo, truth is not self-evident (though it is absolute). Arguments do not make their absolution evident, but they do make their validity as the best arguments known pretty easily. Unfortunately, they must do so by the process of debate. I therefore keep a flexible mentality.

I do not keep an "open mind." I arrive and hold the views I have because I have given them a lot of thought and they have been strenously tested and argued and they have held. I am, nonetheless, an emotional creature. I may not, therefore, accept a better argument outright - I may tell you to go fuck yourself first and have to go give it some thought. Rest assured, however, that I will give it thought. I will only dismiss those arguments with are contradictory in nature (arguments against the nature of argumentation, for one).

Politically and economically, I believe in individualism. There are no rights but those which the individual holds and all group manifestations thereof must be entirely voluntarily or they are immoral. All government action, all law, all taxation - all of these are enforced. That is, government does all things with a gun pointed in the direction of the populace. I believe taxation is immoral, but I do not reject some of the good it has done (I question the opportunity costs, however). I understand that my complacency in a governed society and my complacency in the taxation of myself and of others is inherent slavery. I will, however, do nothing to directly support the enforcement of this.

The only moral exchange is voluntary.

Now, again, this is based in principle. There are certain philosophical manifestations that I will dismiss out of hand. If you believe in collective right or in collective will then I will dismiss you. Understand no circumstances do you ever have the right to force me to act. That does not mean I will not comply - I hold these principles, but I will sacrifice substantial amounts of my own freedom for complacency.

I don't vote.

Out of principle and out of pragmatism, I am a capitalist. In principle, capitalism is the only system which relies entirely on voluntarily, willing exchange. Capitalism is a direct manifestation of freedom. Pragmatically, capitalism has demonstrated itself the most efficienct means of production, "wealth distribution," and fairness. I have never seen any evidence for the supposed evils of capitalism which could not be directly attributed to use of force (which is against the tenets of freedom and of capitalism) or use of force via proxy (via government).

Understand?

Now, in terms of political or social views, I maintain staunch individualism. I believe it is immoral to place demands on another individual, though I believe it is ethical for one of us to look out for another. You can call this enlightened self-interest, if you will.

In terms of particular "issues," I will name only two here because I am uncertain on them:

First, there is the death penality - the premise of capital punishment. Provided you accept government is the only near-justifiable use of force (excepting force in retaliation to force), then it may follow that government has the role of policing individuals. I accept this on pragmatic terms. The execution or elimination of freedom of an individual by a collective will is about one of the most heinous things I can think of. On the other hand, there are people out there who need to die. I have given little in terms of thought to this subject. At the moment, I support it.

Second, there is abortion. I dismiss religious arguments for obvious reasons. However, I reject the popular notion that science has provided anything but a methodology for opinion, here. It is a personal (and, by extension, social) view for at which point something becomes living or becomes human. The same applies to the premise of humanity in potentia. Science cannot establish a criteria for something which has a purely philosophical basis. At best, it can present a classification in terms of common or accepted nomenclature, but these are linguistic and categorical concerns - they still fail the address the fundamental question. At the moment, I also support the right to abortion within common constraints (pretty much what a lot of states have already in terms of latest allowed abortion).

For the most part, I tend to ignore discussions on individual "issues." Generally speaking, a philosophically consistent and logical perspective allows the extension of such views into any particular domain. However, I will usually dismiss arguments purely in pragmatist terms. Take, for example, private ownership of firearms. Regardless of any statistics or effects of owning a firearm, it fundamentally comes down to one premise - a gun is property, and I have the right to property.

It should be pretty evident what my views are on the use of drugs and such are, as well.

So, having stated all of that shit, let me get into personal components:

I am a programmer by trade with a strong interest in music. I am fairly young (and arrogant) with an accredited university degree in computer science (I won't be capitalizing any of the nonsense anytime soon). For frame of reference, I finished "high school" a week after I turned fourteen.

I started balding when I was nineteen so I took to just shaving my head. It's shiny.

I'm right-handed but I wear a watch on that arm.

I live in Florida, but I hail from Texas.

That is.. pretty much all I can think of for the moment. I'm sure more will follow.